This year has been one hell of a year for me. That’s really it if I’m being honest eh? But… who knows, I’m getting my shit together from the past several weeks. Life has been good just messing around with random things making new projects cause I’m bored… or because I think the software I am currently using is bad (example would be https://github.com/birdguy-cs/audio-visualizer). Most importantly though of all these stupid little things I have been doing is finally finding the light at the end of the tunnel that is my mind, imagine being stuck in a maze that shifts around constantly finding horrible imagery inside that sends you into a state of shock the only real thing you can do is run away while screaming in fear…. well… that is what my mind is like for me to navigate. Now though I have started to close these dead ends stuck inside of my head and have finally forgotten what I have hated the most — only keeping what is most vital leaving the unimportant stuff *hopefully* behind, I mean like nearly 16 years of life is hard to forget especially when the persistence of trauma is a hard one on your autistic brain. BUUUT who knowwwss cause I certainly don’t I mean I have forgotten half of what I just wrote now at this humble 4:18:13AM+ ramble. (I might have lost it but who knows lil ol’ admin here has had the most inconsistent sleep scheduled ever but has had the greatest luck finding someone who I never knew I would need in my life, if you are reading this I LOVE YOU!!!). Also for any future employer and or just anyone going through my shit uhh I dunno just ignore this I’m jus a 16 YO guy losing his mind at 4AM after feeling too sick to sleep now just rambling on my fucking website that I have paid like no money for apart form the TLD. Seriously though if the person mentioned previously is reading this thank you, thank you, thank you, I love you!! wasdwasdwasdwasdasdfasdftroiuqweurftlakjfdoqasidfujalskdfjaoweriujasldkfjaoweriaujsdlfkjaweoraisujdflk ajsdof iajwelrfkajsdf oaiwej rlaskdjfoewijawr9238423 9049238423049823049 8234098 23
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